oh man. what a trip. haha i had one of the suckiest days ever.

so i had this bump on the back of my neck that's been getting more and more painful. yesterday i decided that if the pain didn't go away i was gonna go to the doctor's office today.

so i woke up this morning with this unbearable pain in my neck. i knew it was pretty serious at that point. so i looked online to see what i could do since it was a Saturday and all. i knew kaiser had some type of urgent care, which isn't emergency, but they treat u pretty quickly. so i decided that i needed to go in cuz it was just hurting too much and i wanted to see if maybe they could give me some pain killers so i could play my tournament tomorrow.

so i ask my brother to take me to the hospital in panorama. my sister also wanted to come. so we drive down to the hospital. and we park and do all that stuff and walk into the hospital. so i walk to urgent care. paid my 5 dollars. placed my papers into the bin and waited to be called. 5 mins later one of the nurses called me in. they asked what was wrong and i told them what was going on. so the nurse took my blood pressure and my temperature. everything is normal and healthy.

so then they sit me in a room. and i think i waited in there for like 15 mins. it was ridiculous. soo anyways .. the nurse came in to ask what was wrong and i showed her .. then she prepared some stuff in case they were gonna have to make an incision or anything to relieve pressure. then she also had me sign a consent form saying that i would allow any type of work done on me. SOOOO then FINALLY the doctor came in. she asked me a bunch of questions then looked at my neck .. and she said that i have a lipoma (don't be alarmed .. haha it's just fatty tissue growing that is noncancerous and whatnot, but can be removed thru surgery) AND that i could possibly have an ABSCESS. basically it is an infection that contains pus and debris. sooo she then asked me more questions like if i had cut my neck open b4. or if i had any recent injury to my neck. but my answers were all NO.

so then she tells me she's gonna insert a needle in and see what's inside. from right there i was scared. first she injected some local anesthesia. that shit hurt. i just for some reason hate anesthesia and poking around. it just makes me uncomfortable. so she must've poked around like 10 times .. then she inserted the needle and sucked out some stuff. it was gross .. haha i'm not getting into details. so she showed me and she said it was definitely an abscess. but at that point i was crying cuz of the pain from the needle being poked into my neck multiple times. ughhhh it was gross. so then the doctor had to stop and wait until i calmed down. haha i'm a big baby and i know it.

so 5 mins later .. i finally regain my composure and she tells me what she's going to make an incision and push out the rest of the contents. she then again poked more anesthesia into my neck so that i wouldn't feel anything. so she was pushing down on my neck soooo hard. that shit was starting to hurt. then finally she stopped and said that she thinks she got everything out. so then she put some gauze and tape around it and i was able to sit up. i swear that was one of the most horrible experiences ever.

sooo then .. the substance that she pulled out of my neck earlier with the syringe .. i had to take it to the lab. go get a soft tissue x-ray. then come back to where i started. so i make my way over to the lab. dropped off the sample went to the restroom, then went to get my x-ray done.

so i'm on my way BACK to the let's call it "surgery room" and i'm walking down the hall then all of a sudden i SLIPPED ! i look down and to realize i had slipped on vomit. OMFUCKING GOSH i was PISSED OFF !! the father of the child who had thrown up saw me fall. and i asked him what the fuck? and why didn't u put paper towels over it ? or this wheelchair .. all that dumbass said was "oh" then he told me to go report that i fell. and i'm like .. fuckin' let me clean myself off. so i go to the restroom and i clean myself off. it was disgusting. then i walk back to the place and i start cussing on my way there. and i tell one of the nurses what happened.  and the write down my info and go back to were it happened to ask if the father had witnessed it.

so anyways .. then i sit back in a room so that they can give me my meds. and fuckin i'm sitting there for another 15 mins. then finally the doctor realizes that no one has helped me .. so then she tells me that i'm getting an antibiotic shot .. and if i wanted a shot to relieve the pain. i said no on the pain, and yess to the antibiotic. so then the nurse comes in and tells me i'm getting it on my ass. so fuckin' i lie down and i feel that shit go into my left ass cheek. daaammnnnnn it hurt. i could feel the medicine going in and spreading. it was painful. so i had to wait 20 mins cuz they have to make sure i don't faint or anything. so another 20 mins. pass then i'm done.

then i head over to the pharmacy to get my antibiotics && vicodin. freakin' then they tell me i'm not a member and i have to pay fuckin' 90+ bucks for the meds. and i said fuck that ... so the lady said that she'd give me a few of both to last me a few days, then i'd have to go back there and get the rest when my membership shit was fixed.

so then finally i walk back to the car where my bro and sister have been chillin' .. haha those poor kids had been waiting for like 3 and a half hours for me. so i had to take off my pants that had throw up all over them and i put on the gown they let me borrow. then finally i go home.

damn what a horrible experience && painful. so now the back of my neck is all bandaged up and i have a tiny hole in my neck that is stuffed with gauze until i go back and they remove it. ughhhhhh. sucks again. so  yup. i had to shower with a bag over my head .. haha but there was a hole so i could breathe .. then my sister had to wash my hair. HOW LAME !! haha so yup. there u go. my horrible experience at the doctor's office.


ughhh that was a looooonnngggg ass story !!
imma go to bed.
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